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Saturday, April 16, 2011


i confessed to you . And you immediately reject me . The feeling is h-o-r-r-i-b-l-e . Maybe this time you alr know i rly rly like you .. 2 more months , if i continue to like you for 2 more months , i alr like(-ed) you for 1 year le . Im sad . But this time i never cry , i dont know why . How you want me to face you on monday ?! i've no face to face you ! maybe , all i can do is to act 'crazy' 'bored 'random' & 'NORMAL' :') I just msg you ..... & you haven't reply . 2 hours le , im still waiting . you think i should continue ? :'(



It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you.

To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful.

A life with love will have some thorns, but a life without love will have no roses.

Reject your sense of injury and the injury itself disappears.

The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

The stupidest mistake in life is thinking the one who hurt you the most, won't hurt you again.

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

Love is unconditional, relationships are not.For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, It might have been.

love is not what u give...... it is how the other one takes ur love to be.....

the most painful word a lover can say "can we be friends? best friends?"

love is the only game where there is no justification for cheating.... because the cheater becomes the winner ........ and the loser cries doesnt matter even if he sacrificed his life.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

er , kinda forgot what we've done yesterday . LOL . Yesterday morning sucks . Rushed home to take my art file -_- Sucha waste of time , didn't even have art lesson (for cios) today -_- . Run for nothing (?) First lesson is english , ms tanyanling never come . So got relief teacher . Play bingo . LOL . After that is maths , then recess . then ...... forgot what we've done le .

it's loading :) gonna upload our model photos to flickr . (Y) :P







weird ...

iloveyou , and yet you ignore my love

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Yesterday was Awesome :) Thanks Shermine ChewJoo Amanda HuiSee Yuru Brandon Timothy Junwei KaiJun Syafiq for gving such a great day :) && also thanks for all your stitch(s) & b2st(s) <3

Morning 7+ meet shermine & chewjoo go cca . Then 10 plus walked home with shermine . Chagned , bathed . then meet shermine @ 11.28 -.- she's late for 28 minutes , awesome . then bused to ehub meet timothy yuru & syafiq . then went to the lvl 1 counter & buy tickets for the bumper car . oh great , those cars are charging so we only can use 3 cars ! Ladies first , so me shermine yuru play first . stupid shermine go zhuang me then hit until my head T~T 6 minutes so fast end . Then went to arcade play . use timothy card . we cheat ^^ hahahhahaa , we got more than 100 over tickets !!! next time go there play that game again ! can cheat one :D play timothy card until bao . LOOL . play until only left $2 (?) . LOOOL >< then go collect our sweet chocolate all those stuff . on the way , we saw mr azhar -.- Bused to interchange after that . Took mrt to tampines to meet chewjoo amanda huisee Brandon timothy junwei kaijun . while waiting for them , we walk tm to buy hershey . buy some fruit candys . Then syafiq they all go ask for free chocolate -.- zz lol. 54698743654687465 minutes later , they reached (: hahahhahahhahaha . then walked to kfc for lunch . After lunch went to tampines 1 arcade . give $20/$30 to junwei to topup his card , then play . play until we sweat sia , hahahaha . after that go coffee chop buy drinks . then go back arcade again , continue my game >< stay at arcade for almost the whole afternoon . after arcade went to tampines mall , cos they say tm arcade bigger . LOOL . before that we went to a toy shop , my $3 gone T~T . went arcade to play the racing car game with huisee . :/ i sucks at drving :$ hehehe . i check my phone & realised i called oreo -.- & he got answer for 8 seconds somemore :/ damn ps , so msg him and say sorry . then he replied & wish me happy birthday . ^~^ After arcade went century square watch Rio :D awesome !
Reached home at around 10pm !




thanks for wishing me happy birthday people <3

Friday, April 8, 2011

tmr my birthday (: hoping everything is fine . hope i wont cry :) i want to have a awesome say tmr :) ! Jiayou , JingJing :) Thanks Junwei for your big stitch :D & also wenli ! stitch ftw ! <3

Cried yesterday , abit xiasuay sia :( sigh , screw my maths test -'- . confirm fail de , cant focus :( Lost my pencil box , scared mama scold , then CRY T~T super xiasuay . thought i can control my tears ... D:

he ignored me , T~T ...... i suddenly feel so emo >< dont know why . [COUGH , NOT BECAUSE OF CHEWJOO & AMANDA HOR (:] Hope tmr , xxx & oreo will say happy birthday to me (: & that's my biggest birthday present liao <3

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Wanted to skip school today :( but cant . Sian . Hubby never come school again D: . Meet Chewjoo at the morning , walked to school . Got morning assembly blablabla . Then is writing period . Mr Azhar came in to our class :/ All of us was talking , not doing our work . then mr azhar say @ 10.20 we must hand in our critical writing to him LOOL . Today is a v v v normal day . L-M-A-O . he nvr reply me :( ... went home with wenli ^^ suppose to walk home with huisee but on the half way saw wenli ^~^ , then went to spc together . then huisee went home .

Monday, April 4, 2011

"It's funny how a person can break your heart, and you can still love them with all the little pieces"

"My heart was taken by you, broken by you, and now it is in pieces because of you. "

"If you love me like you told me, please be careful with my heart; you can take it; just don't break it or my world will fall apart. "

"The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else"

"Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime"

"You never were and you never will be mine"

"You can't buy love, but you can pay heavily for it"

"When you're in love and you get hurt, it's like a cut, it will heal with time but the scars will never fade"

"I would give up everything for one moment with you; for one moment is better than a lifetime of not knowing you"

"Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do"

"Loving you was my favorite mistake"

"Cry as I may these tears won't wash you away"

"Every time I see him all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath, my heart starts pounding, and I am painfully aware that I am not over him and he is over me"

"It will be better to fall from a tree and break your leg than to fall in love and break your heart. "

"It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. "

"True love is when you shed a tear and still want him"

"Why did I fall for you when you just keep falling for her?"

"You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool?"

"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it`s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together."

"If you find yourself in love with a person who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart "

"Because I never really had you at all, I didn't think it would hurt this much to lose you "

"The greatest pain that comes from love, Is loving someone you can never have"

"One of the worst things in the world is when someone makes you feel that there's a chance, when in fact there is none.."

"Caring for u is all i do, but ignoring me is all u care!"

"I don't know why I'm so afraid to lose u when u r not even mine. I don't know why I luv u so when u don't even luv me. I don't know why u r the one when I'm just a someone to u."

"I cry because I know he doesnt feel the same way I do, I cry because I think of how pathetic I am and I cry because I think Im going to be crying forever... They say falling for you is my biggest mistake but how can it be so wrong if it feels so right? If ever I made a mistake, it's not that I fell for you, it's thinking that someday you'll fall for me too..."

"I can hide the pain that I feel and make others think that I can move on. But I can never deny the truth that the person who failed and hurt me, Is still the same person I wish to love me..."

"Your smile give me the strength, but when I realize it is not for me.. Then it hurts like H E L L ..."

"I loved you with all my heart; without even thinking who you are because I thought to live a life with you, your love was enough; but i had never thought that by breaking my heart slowly day by day; one day you would break not only my heart but me as a whole too...."


it's so freaking true & sad T~T . it make me think of xxx & oreo :'(
he like her ...... so obvious :'( . we are simply just F.R.I.E.N.D.S , a very NORMAL F.R.I.E.N.D.S :')

5 more days , my birthday (Y) awesome ! hope this year i wont cry again :(







Saturday, April 2, 2011

hello . suddenly don't know what to write :( . So tiring .
Quarrelled with with xxx on thursday night , but now okay liao .
Freaking tired now . Lifeless .